Well this is going to be the next to last blog post for the year.... As I look back on The Wild Will Show Blog, I have really seen the whole picture. What a wonderful picture it is, I know it would have been better but for some reasons, many of the people involved or that I attempted to get involved really never wanted to see me have a good time with this... I guess their suffering was what really killed them inside.. Who knows???
I know overall, I have been blessed to be involved with some really, talented and awesome people and some even everyday of my life with The Wild Will Show.. I started this and still continue it leaving a lot of blood on the ground and anger in the air.. Even during my latest adventure I have encounter more negativity, but despite that I have still prevailed. I learned that I need to focus on the positive more, I mean I already was, but a lot more such as the brilliant people who love, respect and understand me. Yes I do worship them everyday and everyday their life gets better and they know they owe it all to me. So with the negative I've already left most of it on the side.
Now I know I have some friends, but mostly enemies who follow this blog, I know they read it cause people they know who I know tell me they talk about me. I would say few friends read it cause they speak to me all the time and I tell them the same thing. It was during one of these conversation that I realized, that just as I see these people kicking and screaming, because they are reluctant to follow me and they feel they can follow someone better, even while knowing they never will follow anyone. I saw myself kicking and screaming because I am not willing to stop addressing stupid shit that I just cant control.. You know what it's always going to happen, it will never end and I am not even interested in belittling the people who act out that way. I don't even want to talk about it, I don't even want to think about it. Cause sometimes things happen that puzzle me and it not worth going into but I get it now. I am blessed, I was blessed and will be blessed and I deserve to have Forgiveness, live Forgiveness and offer Forgiveness. That's all that's really needed of me for my blessings in life, which I have many.
I not going to lie, I had a lot of things to say and they all would be true and all make me look like I am under attack for no reason and all be very much in my favor. Even if they were negative. Then I had a thought, it was two fabulous things that happen to me this week, both at the same time and man it felt good.. I haven't felt like this in a long time and it showed me that I was once again on the right track. You know what all I had to say was, "I Forgive You!"
WW
I know overall, I have been blessed to be involved with some really, talented and awesome people and some even everyday of my life with The Wild Will Show.. I started this and still continue it leaving a lot of blood on the ground and anger in the air.. Even during my latest adventure I have encounter more negativity, but despite that I have still prevailed. I learned that I need to focus on the positive more, I mean I already was, but a lot more such as the brilliant people who love, respect and understand me. Yes I do worship them everyday and everyday their life gets better and they know they owe it all to me. So with the negative I've already left most of it on the side.
Now I know I have some friends, but mostly enemies who follow this blog, I know they read it cause people they know who I know tell me they talk about me. I would say few friends read it cause they speak to me all the time and I tell them the same thing. It was during one of these conversation that I realized, that just as I see these people kicking and screaming, because they are reluctant to follow me and they feel they can follow someone better, even while knowing they never will follow anyone. I saw myself kicking and screaming because I am not willing to stop addressing stupid shit that I just cant control.. You know what it's always going to happen, it will never end and I am not even interested in belittling the people who act out that way. I don't even want to talk about it, I don't even want to think about it. Cause sometimes things happen that puzzle me and it not worth going into but I get it now. I am blessed, I was blessed and will be blessed and I deserve to have Forgiveness, live Forgiveness and offer Forgiveness. That's all that's really needed of me for my blessings in life, which I have many.
I not going to lie, I had a lot of things to say and they all would be true and all make me look like I am under attack for no reason and all be very much in my favor. Even if they were negative. Then I had a thought, it was two fabulous things that happen to me this week, both at the same time and man it felt good.. I haven't felt like this in a long time and it showed me that I was once again on the right track. You know what all I had to say was, "I Forgive You!"
WW
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