Tuesday, July 12, 2011

The Truth About Me!!!!

I known for sometime now that a lot of people I've meet in the last few years, oh going back about 4, give or take a year or two. Believe me to just be to good to be true. They find my strict independence, the way I thumb my nose and ass at the established authority to be just a bit phony. To which I don't take personally cause they never met anyone like me in their whole crony life. Now those who knew me before my emancipation, no who I am and what I am about and know that for me this shit is real and I am all 100% real. It's just the new people who got this fuck up outlook, perception about myself that needs to be checked.

The truth about me is, I use to be like a lot of you. Man those where the days, the dark torrid and nausea days of my life. Just living, just to try to live. Working a 9-5, for no pay, that also offered no future. Any modest sum of happiness I managed to create wasn't even worth it. I knew I deserved more! Along with the fact that, I saw so many people in the world, in distress. My People, African People, African children, who in their hearts held on to the hope that someone cared and would came to their aid. I considered that someone to be me. Except I knew that the current life I was living wasn't going to allow me to help them. I had to do something more solid and stronger. This was one of my reasons for becoming the Man I am today. My desire for success and wealth is all about having the power to aid them.

Some people wanna be like it's no big deal, it's so easy, anyone can do that. Well if that where true then they be doing it... (Laughs)... The truth of the matter is, this is the age of the sucker! That's sucker thinking. In a time where everyone is more about talking just to sound important, it's the doer who's being ridiculed. Now it's the one with less action who's really not the one doing anything, but who get revered like they are...

Time is the most vaulable thing...

The following only applies to this Hawaii modeling scene... Where I am from real recognize real..

Let me just get this out the way... Time is a very valuable thing, FYI... It's the most priceless commodity I have on Earth and I can't get it back, once it's spent... If you're on Model Mayhem I expect, you to be here because, you seek, aspire or are a “Professional Model!” It seems like you are wasting my time, cause you are not any of the above, on here.

Most of you models don't realize it yet, but all those photographers you think are so hot, are really mediocre. All they are capable of is taking photos on auto with a high end camera of you at the beach. That's the total scope of there talent. What Photography or Art History class have you taken in life???

You'll find this out once you go to any legitimate agency. Of which in the United States there are few, very few, very few. FYI. Are all on the mainland. This explains why most of you aren't signed to one.

Not withstanding, you need just as much practiced. Too many times I see a very good Photographer with a bad model. This isn't about being pretty or thinking you are and standing in front of the camera. To become good at anything you have to practiced.

Truth is it's too much BS on here (Local:Hawaii). Ignoring messages and just lame behavior, ie. nudes, escorts, not being serious, acting paranoid, ect... You expect who in the industry that "impresses" you to take you seriously?

I am not even from here and can get more done then most. So don't be mad with all the hating. I know they got all kinds of rumors about me out here by now... LOL... The only one that's true is, I am successful here and I do what I say! There's really nothing they can do about it, I am already successful here, while the rest just talk! On the flip side, not too many on my level could even make the type of move to Hawaii and continue like I have.

Truth is it's late in 2011 and if you are still not getting anywhere, ie failing. It's your Kama, believe that. You first have to have respect for yourself, before you can disrespect anyone in life!!! There's no rights in this, until you become bona fide you need everyone and every opportunity. Present company excluded, as I have been validated, if you haven't heard that by now.

Peace....