Dont Bite the Hand that Feeds You!!!

I realize now, it's so true. There are people out there who will do anything to keep you from getting ahead.. It's so laughable if it wasn't so fucking immature. I must say I am flattered that people think of me as a threat, I personally don't see myself as such, but ok. I realize that there are a lot of stupid people who have been in my life and all they really wanted to do was keep me from getting ahead. Even if the whole time I am saying we, instead of me they still want to keep me from getting ahead, they don't know the golden rule, don't bite the hand that feeds you. I guess in there eyes I am just worthless, I am nothing, I deserve to be treated inconsiderate, distrusted and disrespectful. All for being, intelligent, strong, confident, willed driven, smart, sensitive and proud. So yeah I guess someone like this would be hated. LOL... Then again only a loser would want to be around someone like this, it's better to be around someone who's cool, shallow, talks, dumb, envious, rude, two faced and a back stabber. This person seems to be the one who's the most liked, you know the Rapist verse the White Knight syndrome.

FYI, is when people idealize the one who hurts verses save.

I never understood why people dont have loyalty.. They just bite the hand that feeds them, that's such a bitch ass thing to do. I learned two things a long time ago, dumb niggas who dont want to get money or put money in my pocket and the serenity pray. Now a lot of these people, I realized have been hurt and treated very bad both mentally and physically by others. I have both witness and heard them share this with me. From this I can add that there is a reason why people get treated the way they do by others.. For example, getting beaten up, thrown out on the street or treated very cut throat. So I am going to save my breath, time and money from now on. I am not a dreamer, I am a genius I dont wish things would go a certain way I will them or let it fall by the waist side.

I now understand, that I am not going to continue to offer help unless someone ask and if they dont ask then I will just have to stand by and watch the show cause I work on 100% and less then that is a short and I dont do shorts..

THE REPO MAN!!

So as you know one of my really big pet peeves, is a stuck up, think she to pretty for me, broke bitch.. One with kids is worst... LOL.. Well since I moved to Hawaii I cant front and say I haven't had my fair share. Even in New York, but then again look where they are at now.. SMH.. Even when I was in College I had to deal with that to, but then again I was broke myself, hahaha.. I would say the only place that really wasn't like that for me was Florida. I have to say that them Women act like real Women should most of the damn time.. You still have a few, but they where whack anyway, looking back on it now, cause they are just the same type of bitches I hate now..

So I have this neighbor who lives down stairs from me, she's seems like a young chick, works alot and has a little car. I never really paid her much mind, cause yeah she has a kid i think... When I was getting desperate I said why not take a swing at it. So you already know, she pretty much was doing the talking and walking the other way thing, LMAO.. So fuck it who cares.. I would get my comeuppance when I came home one night and the REPO man was at her door... LMFAO...

So one night I was coming home and I saw this guy, he was big. Pull up in a truck and getting out he was looking around my area, so i ask him, "You need help Bra?", that's how they talk around here. He said he was looking for the owner of this car. I said, ""Oh I can help.." Haha... She lives right there. So I pointed out her apartment.. (Ok, so I can dorp a dime on your ass if you dont act right. Haha).. I just sat back and watched as he took her shit.. Hahaha.. Damn maybe it was good I didnt get the chance to fuck with her anyway, she would have been looking at me for money.. LMFAO..

The funnier thing was she had company over, the really funnier thing is that her 2nd parking space is like a drive thur restaurant, a different guy ever night, which is why I can understand why I dont get none. Iam right upstairs, I am already here. the crazier thing is that with all these guys that she thinks is worth fucking with and fucking, she's still broke and got her car repo.. SMH.. That's crazy...

So I guess yeah chicks haven't realized that what they want and what they need are two different things and they should know they can never have want they want.. They can get what they need if they are lucky enough to meet the right Man.. Now I am not saying that I would be paying her rent or car note and playing house, unless she got some good, good stuff.. Beside she has a kid so it cant go so far anyway. Damn, at least she could be smart enough to fuck with someone who has something..SMH.. Anyway that shit was funny, now when she sees me i just ignore her broke, bad credit ass.. Haha.. God dont like ugly remember that... I could have look out, but why should I have, the way she was acting...

You know that's why i realize, that Women like that are really doing me a favor, cause they know they cant fuck with me.. They not on my level...

Aloha Summer...

Well I have been in Hawaii 7 months now, man where has the time gone.. It seems like I got here last week.. Well Iam here to stay and finally I am making progress in my field out here. Its taken a lot longer then I thought but, what in life comes fast??? Nothing... The good news is that I am finally meeting the right people. This is my first Summer in Hawaii I am calling it Aloha Summer... That would be a good movie too... My plan is to make several projects this Summer, just go hard, make a film every week for all of Summer and when the dust clears, sit back and see what I have..