Wannabees are just a waste of time and energy...

So we got the magazine published finally...

Yes I am now a publisher.... Still haven't made a real film yet, but hey that's coming soon... Right now I am just doing what I can to stay productive and not have to rely on a lot of people to complete, a project... You would think that after publishing a magazine, a print magazine, you would think people would take me more seriously... RemarkableMagazine Deferential from the models! I am a long way past all that just trying to date them and see em naked shit... Even being presented in the current, amature forum for the Photography industry doesn't mean anything to them. So I am not even going to mention being the only one with a printed, article filled, layed out, magazine with a theme and purpose. Why do I not get any respect I ask myself. Yes it has to be a color thing.. A black color thing... A black color male thing.

Recently I tried to recruit another model for the magazine. This is where things get weird, really weird. I am a professional and I can't waste time with non professionals and people who don't know what they are doing. These females are just crazy! They to worried about getting fucked, befriending someone or networking properly too know, that these are the things that get you ahead in this business... I think they know it, they just don't what to do them with me. It's stupid, but I understand why! I am not mad about it, but I am about my time being wasting and all that shit. They have to understand that you volunteer yourself to the world when you get involved in this business.. You don't have a right to pick and chose who you want to work with, until you have really made it and in my book you haven't, until you can pay me or I know that me paying you, is really going to pay me more then you... Just taking some random photos with some photography you would fuck, just cause they are White or something is stupid. You not gaining anything from it. Their color is not going to make them a success and nor it is you. They got enough from the situation so why would they strive for more.

The reason why I am so successful, is because I have associates and friends of all colors and backgrounds. With the females I try to keep it that why too, but I think I am just going to work more with the undeserving Black Females. I am not going to be working with White Females anymore. I am just going to let them know that. I can't waste my time with bad experiences with them anymore and I hate the phoniness. You know what I noticed this is just a fad or a really quick hobby for them. They really don't want to do this. They don't have what it takes. They are just wannabees!!! One day I am going to meet a Female talent, who has the ambition, resources and talent to really want to succeed at this and they will just cling to me and stay hooked to my side like a six shooter pistol.